Speak of the Devil..

Bash

2007-07-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

Weird but took awhile for the rapture of hitting 18 to sink in. Btw I'd like to thank all those who gave me cards and -cough- books and wishes and especially to yichooon who gave me a bday tribute on his blog. YOU GUYS ALL ROCK MY SOCKS MAN.

Woohooo was kinda nonchalant bout my birthday (5july, Thurs IF U DIDN'T KNOW) but only now, 3 days after that grand event, did i realise being 18 can be kind of cool, sorta like a rite of passage? No more sneaking in to watch M18 movies, buying beer LEGALLY blabla

Oh anyway I'M FINAlly bACK TO WOW AGAIN!? after six long frustrating months of literally NO GAMING at all. The entire prob was due to my bloody graphics card (which i changed, 8800 gts if y0u must know..). GUess what i went all the way to the manufacturer Ban Leong and POW, repair's gonna take 1month?! Apparently they're sending the card back to Taiwan to get it checked. Warranty? F*ck warranty. OH and what's more amusing is the replacement gfx they gave me lol. Ok it's the size of your everyday TV remote..the fan on it is about the size of 1.5 thumb, and i think if i ran the 1990 version of pacman on my comp, it would lag horribly. Yup this rocks. -caressess 8800gts-

Nyway, jiayou to TKD exco 2007!!! It's obvious you guys are totally kickin' (no pun intended) ass and smokin' hot! You're gonna be one of the best exco's ever, seriously.

Awaiting : prelims/ The life of a Singaporean is a boring one. Wld rather plough the fields and feed the animals on a farm in New Zealand. Life's good.. :)

HEavenly LIberation

2007-06-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

It's been eons since I last blogged and heck did I choose a good day to "re-blog". Bio's tmrw, LAST PAPER. Rejoice for now. Sob later.

Needless to say, chem and math was really hopeless. Seriously no point studying at all. Really makes me wonder if A's are really almost as hard as the bloc papers and if there is an absolute need to tweak the papers till an omnipotent state. Testing our skill is one thing, being practical is another. Ahh heck..back to respiration..-breathes- (Ooh i generated ATP molecules! 36-38 per respiration cycle if you want to dwell upon figures :D)

WHeeeee =)

2007-06-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Pardon my erm...corny prev entry.

P6 Gathering happenin' in TWO MORE DAYS. WHEEEEEEeeeeeeee.

Oh and watched prison break till EPI 21...CAN ANY1 LEND ME EPI'S 22-24? PLease? =(

Tribu/ta/ekwondo

2007-05-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

One and a half. Time galloped. Sped past. Our term is now over.

To the new EXCO as well as all jnrs, g'luck for all your competitions and trainings ahead. Always remember that EXCO member or not, you have your part to play in the development of the club. Being a member does not render you powerless. NEVER forget that you progress AS A CLUB, not individually. :)

(Below lies my lame tkd life story. The more important message is the one above :)

Usually, came to training not only for the "roughin" up but for the company as well. Though we may not get to train as a whole j2 clan anymore, that sense of belonging still lingers.

I enrolled into tkd at a tender age of 14, brimming with passion. To confess, my passion died down after I obtained my black in January, 2006. Trainings were a drag, the fuel had died down, flames of passion extinguished. I had no sense of direction, no goals. From a psychological perspective, I was shrivelled like a prune.

Mid-yr I ran for EXCO, something which I found worth fighting for. Mind you, I was slogging it out for the post, not for the sport. My ardor for the post was insufficient to rekindle tt passion i once had. Then came the hand-over day. To blurt out bluntly, I got whipped. I did not, or rather failed to execute the skills that I had attained over the course of 2years. I was down but not out and i resent the fact that this trashing had not occured earlier. From then, I knew what I had to do. New goals, new meaning to my life.

Then came the eoy holidays, the time during which the club really bonded. It was during the course of Open House preparations that strong bonds were forged. I made new buddies, borne indelible memories. It was the defeat as well as these comrades that refueled my burning desire for the art.

The moral here, being that friends are ALWAYS important to keep you in the game. A rather trite remark but from experience, I gaurantee its complete authenticity.

Incoherency

2007-05-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Abhor bastard reporters who sensationalize stories just to boost viewership. Pity the dad who, appallingly, had to beg for the victim's forgiveness. Laments at the pea brained kid who lacks self control, though sympathetic because his life is probably in shambles right now.

Hmm exco interviews on Sat was fairly rewarding..hmmm okay a weird expression to use but yea kinda amazed at how competant the exco runners are this year. We're really spoilt for choice. Big dilemma...

Anyway shout out to liwen. Hope your leg heals asap!! And nxt time pao3 bu4 xiao3 xin yi dian leeh.... :) The incident that day made me realise how important it was for one to know First Aid and it was really uncanny how a FA class was going on DIRECTLY BELOW the scene of the accident. Real lucky! Or else we might have been stranded there for hours with her writhing in pain or something. :( Okay super random.

To joon. DEEE-LAAAI-LAAAAHHH ;)
TKD ROX.

Untitled

2007-05-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

p.s when you are damn frickin' tired and have no clue of a fitting title, just name it "untitled".

Spent over 12hrs (yes wtfck) at bedok sports hall. Seriously 98% of the time = waiting, fooling arnd, malaysian joking etc. Our moments of glory lasted no more than 1min on the mats, clearly accentuating upon e phrase (which joon mentioned earlier on sat) tai shang yi fen zhong, tai xia shi nian gong. Ok this prob doesn't really fit in the context but yea...nvm...Oh did i mention contestants had to face off with not one, not two, not EVEN three, BUT SEVEN judges!? yea...results were fantastic for both juniors and seniors. I won't really touch on the issue of fairness because i think in every comp there's definitely bound to be some form of bias demonstrated but overall, i feel that the comp this yr was fairly fair (hoho...compared to the previous yrs, this here comp seems to be the very epitome of impartialism) Okay i shan't dwell on the unfairness/fairness part lest i want *jc ppl knocking on my door asking me for some public apology...

How WE ALL wish it were SPARRING and not pattern comp instead. Seriously, things would be much different. Notice i never announced any definite results. Well, you'll just have to wait for our morning announcement on e bridge if ur interested. Whatever the case, I'd say this was an enriching experience in a way...i guess. Did i mention, a CERTAIN coach from a CERTAIN jc requested for a combined sPArring camp with our coach, Mr Guna? THanks for the free moving live targets. You're gonna need all the bandages and deep heat sprays you can get your crummy lil' paws on.

A shout out to all tkd-ian competitors : For those who achieved exemplary results, grats! For those who achieved less than they shld have, don't give up becuz from this wk onward IT'S S****ING MANIA BABY! As i had mentioned umpteenth times, you guys have rellie showed gr8 dedication and fortitude this time round, really(!), compared to e previous yr. Rellie proud of every tkd-ian and frankly spking I, as well as e seniors, believe tt the j1's this yr could very well tip the winning scale toward our end in the nxt patterns comp. Cheers!

Pre-meditation Prose

2007-05-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

My title doesn't even make sense. Just a random word i cooked up. exactly 9hrs before the start of the comp. Here i am er..."meditating", trying to sync my bio rhythm with my pattern movements. I know previously there was all this hype about winning and thrashing *JC but now that i think of it...winning doesnt really seem to be the main deal of this lil cherade anymore.

OKKk I know I'm biting my own tongue but really, my eyes were probably clouded by the desire to win (who doesn't want to?) but now i realise there's more to winning. It's all those times, the bonding and the interaction between team mates, club mates during e intensive trainings that really matter.

Forlorn, bereft of love and the senses five. I defintely have not made a lackadasical attempt to reach that medal, though, now hours before the comp i feel that i have lost all hope to win. I just wanna get this over and done with. Hmm...even so, for my team m8s whom i have suffered with, I shall relinquish tt fury passion and burning desire after a gd night's slp.
Once again, i find myself not making ANY SENSE at all. Pray for e best and a BIGBIG thankew to those who have encouraged and wished me. You guys/gals rock big time man :) oh btw SHALL UPLOAD PIX OF COMP

p.s like omg la notice the tone, mood and writing style of my blog from start to end. ZERO consistency la..I shall learn to be emo THROUghOUT like shenny and not have a tidal wave of emotions :P then again maybe not. :PP

The Final Countdown

2007-05-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

1 more day and counting. 14 exponents in blackbelt individual. 13 exponents I have to thrash. Under such circumstances even the thought of obtaining a medal remains elusive. It's gonna be one heck of a fight, the pressure insurmountable. No matter, I shall try

Just back from training. Practically dragging my weary fingers across the keyboard. I'm tired. We're all tired. Only a day to The comp, a testiment to our abilities we worked so hard to obtain. I'd like to lie to myself by saying, "At least I've done my best" if by any chance i suffered a downstroke" of luck and missed the medal. I ain't there for experience or to "try my best", I'm there to win. I want to win. Not for anyone else anymore but for myself. Lol sry my writings are incoherant cuz' my thoughts are mumbo jumbo-ed...

...Upon those roseate lips, a stygian hue. Please let it pass.....let me hit that 100% asap...

Doppel

2007-05-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

Tagged not.

96% and still counting.

Tmrw, tkd-ians, we chow down upon supreme delights.

A tribute to our Sunday fight.

Drowning away my sorrows.

I lament, hoping for a better tomorrow.

Only 4% till solace and release from these shackles that bind.

Can't wait.

Let's do it.

(Tried my hand at joon's style of blogging..hohoho...seems like quite a failure...oh joon just how do you do it..=P)

All Endings Are Beginnings..

2007-05-07T20:53:00.000+08:00

but what if there was neither a start, nor a finishing line to begin with? Ok no sense but aptly depicts the mood I'm feeling right now. The one where you find yourself pacing in circles, lamenting about what you have or have not, shld or shld not have done, momentarily shackled to an uninterpretable(o.o) conundrum. I need to have more frickin' guts.

Oh btw realised prev few entries were chocked full of tkd elements lol SRY LA....tkd's kinda the biggest thing tts going on in my life right now. Have never felt the urge to win so much. YES PATTERNS THE URGE TO WIN....P-A-T-T-E-R-N-S. I guess its a matter of pride, honor, ego? I don't know, I/We just know its our last comp and we ain't gonna leave tkd with nothing but overrated, "experience". The strands of time grow shorter and the competition nears..merely 6 more days away, and i can already feel that oh so familiar adrenaline rush and queasiness, that gushed upon me during my first white belt grading... -reminisces- Today's training kinda fruitful i guess. Though, the sweltering heat kinda made everyone schizo haix. Hopefulli tmr mama weather will shine upon us (i meant it figuratively la...-_-)
Not to forget, THE NEW BUDO SAND BAG R-O-X-X-O-R. I kick until daaaamn shuang (even tho sustained some minor abrations but no pain no gain rite? Muay thai-ers kick banana trees a 1000 times a day u know?)

OH OKAY NICE ONE I LOVE ECONS DEPARTMENT. PLEASE CHANGE THE ECONS LEC TEST TO NEXT MONDAY WOW THANKS. 3 TESTS IN ONE DAY. OH OH WAIT DID I MENTION I HAVE COMP ON SUN? WOW TOUGH LUCK...OF ALLLLL DAYS IN THIS ****ING TERM. LOVE U GUYS. YOU PUT THE R IN RAINBOW intoo MY LIFE.
!@#$%^!@#$%^@#$%^&*())()*(&&^*%^&%$%##!

p.s WOW THX P***lA FOR READING MY BLOG!! (tag pls tag pls i want to be pop-u-lar but dun tag anything suggestive hor...) but dun niaaao me liao if not i cry. I'm a sensitive metro u know (ya right) and i have FRAgile feelings as well as shaky mood swings(double YA RIGHT).

Bloody Sunday..

2007-05-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

Mock grading for team and pair poomsae's on fri. Really disappointed with the results. Well we deserved it. We didn't train as hard as we thought we had.

Ironically, kinda greatful for the mock grading as well as the crummy results. It was an excellent wake up call. One tt all three of us desperately needed. With the final battle merely a wk away. Though time may be running short, it is still ample. Ample enough for us to rise from the ashes, ample enough to grasp those medals, ample enough for us to land a crushing defeat on those other jcs. We may have been down and out for a split moment on tt unfateful friday but that has only made us more resilient, more determined. Winning isn't an option, it's a necessity. We'll gladly spill our guts, blood, sweat and tears for this sh*t. Jia you, joon, yewshoee and ahde(the malaysian ha2), as well as all the competitors of hctkd. You guys have showed vast improvement since the day we made the intrepid ascent, on an arduous journey toward tt ever elusive gold. Yay to all of you guys =) We cannot allow a bloody sunday,a massacre of our spirits, a damper to our morale.

Anyway had a really fulfilling dinner (on THAT unfateful friday) at forture down e road toward KAP. Yea the food was sumptuous and cheap, the perfect combo in any culinary delight. Lala. There was a weird upsurge of desire for camwhoring tt day/night. Shenny's team had to take an asTOUnding number of 50+ pix, of them kicking and posing, possibly to simmer their er.....CArnal (hmm....) desires (poor yichun's cam..=(. Shall upload some of e pix to my frenster asap ( ok not ASAp la..juz soon =P )

Okay sry for tt hint of emo-ness (ok fine, not hint ..FLOOD OF EMO-NESS, OK!?) in e previous part. But seriously you cannot imagine how disastrous our results were man. OHOH shocking la, ytd (sat) we had this nifty sparring session after hrs of tedious pattern trning( eh yah doing patterns even with 50% power can zonk you out lor..dun underestimate the draining prowess of patterns..). Yea i damn gg, i remained king for 2 rnds. during e third match, i was desperately in need of more stamina..score was on 2-2. One more point for either sparrer to get tapped in or out. Yea i sian-ded so i juz stepped out of e ring ( equals one pt to contender). OMG MUST BRUSH UP MY STAMINA LA if not dan2 grading sure kena pwnt (ps. THREE RNDS OF SPARRING LEH WT@#$%^&). oKAy tt isnt the main point. The thing is some canadian dude from NOWHERE, studying OVERSEAS juz popped by (apparently he was xiaojun's psch classm8). Profile : Canadian patterns STATE CHAMP. Dan II. Part of ITF.
Yea not rellie gonna dwell on the events which ensued la. But lets jut say he was polite and rellie weird cuz he juz popped out randomly. Jiawei you !@#$%^#$%^ why when we need u the most to spar, u in your hostel snoozing? !@#$%!@#$ @#$%^ #$%^&*

p.s (joon) : eh tHX JOOOON for doing THAT LAME thing laaa ...now everything so embarrassing liao lor.....WA liew eh....gg la..i must meet u on the mats asap liao. seriously muz TAKE YOU IN HAND, BABE. ;) oh and austuni....-shakes fists-

School - Break

2007-04-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the most interesting days of my life. No don't be literal, there isn't any xtra school holiday or anything. Ever heard of prison break? Yea...

Anw, today I ponned e sports meet to go train with quan and ahde so we broke thru heaps(ok maybe 2 or 3 or 4 la) of npcc cadets and got back to **jc. Really exhilarating experience cuz apparently some teachers spotted a grp behind us. So we ran for our dear lives and wound our way through e science block, pass a group of teachers and up to the tkd room. Amusingly, there were like loads of Ar***is people practicing guitar on the 4th level . INteresting....anyway tt wasn't even the fun part ..at about 10(i think) p*ng raided the place. Bout 10-20 lives were lost immediately. But the most SEh part was the fact tt we glued our (me, junquan, shen, ahde) butts to the tkd room and stood there agasp, contemplating whether we should turn ourselves in. Luckily we weren't so uprighteous (ok inappropriate word usage, probably going for brimming with moral fibre or honest..). We just waited patiently (with thumping hearts i must add) until some girl told us tt p*ng is gone and we shld run immediately. Tt simple sentence marked the start of our GR8 eSCApe. We dashed down the stairs, peeking over every corner to ensure we don't bump head on against the devil (ok over exaggeration), made zigzags and finally escaped through A block and out into the ever elusive, F-R-E-E-D-O-M. Though some may claim tt this is as common as e snot tt they pick from their nose (ok a gross analogy), well its a milestone (ok OVER EXAGGERATION AGAIN) for me la. So SHADDAP.

i PROBABly shldnt be posting this entry at all. I mean what if some teacher stumbles upon my (sexy) blog? What if some tell-tale-er decides to rat on me? Will my journey be cut short just like that? Will my intricately designed escape plan toward freedom be dashed? Stay tuned for season 2 of School-Break. More recoinoisance and espionage action!

BRAcket Tee-jay

2007-04-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

Note: If you do not know wat tee-jay refers to, say it out loud and u shld know its a jc la. Can't use the acro for it in case they find their way to my blog n sue me. Hence tee shall = to *tt jc*.. yay

Nyway lets time warp back to 2006. Thinking of tee reminded me of tt incident. There was this vj(i think) dude who flamed tee and their coach for cheating in the competition. CHeating as in altering the results and what was more ludicrous, was the fact that they had an overall gold trophy as well as an overall champion trophy. Ok if you guys are having a mental block now it's PERFECTLY normal. Look, if ur overall gold, wldn't tt imply that you're overall champion? Don't you find it rather superfluous or did u implement it due to traditional protocol or something? Needless to say, tee shot back immediately and demanded an apology from the guy as well as clarification of tee's INNocence (PUIPUIpui) on his blog. Btw for those who still isnt catching any ball, tee was e host of the annual tkd expose for e past few years. Oh and they got gold every yr (uh duhhhh). Oh Oh, did i mention that during e finals for each category (which includes 4 teams), we can see 2 or 3 out of 4 teams belonging to THAT sch. Wow they must be REALLY REALLY gd =)

Anyway, what pissed me off most was the fact tt some tee BASTARD !@#$%^ said tt hc tkd was "cmi". Hey fine we're not tt gd (and we're no cheaters =P) in PATTERNS but if you have the damn balls, come up to us and say tt. Would you like a sparring match? tee vs hc? f*ga*s. i know i shouldnt be cheesed off by senseless comments from some loser but lets just say my impression of tt sch was and is as low as it can ever be (whats another word for bottom-ier than rock bottom hmm?)

Oh yea lets not digress. Notice how I LOVE to write a whole bunch of crap in brackets in the middle of my sentences? HEY SORRY LAAA I know i very puo2 ma1/luo1 suo1 but i have alot of thoughts stuck in my mind okkk and i like to voice them out regardless of their unimportance. Though, they do help add alil clarity and life into e sentence (iguess..lol) right!!!???. As I've mentioned stuff in brackets aren't rellie that important or rather in my case, just lame thoughts and yes tee shld remain bracketed, remain unimportant, remain insignificant. Chow LOSERS.

PooooooooooooOoOO, comp in 2 wks. Seen treMENdous improvement in all e teams. Really I'm proud of every1 (not to mention the j1s who seem to train more often than my team =X=X). We can win this guys, as in seriously show those tee !@#$% B@#$% #$^&&amp;amp;amp;amp;*, #e$r%^& WHAT we can do. t(-_-t) YES be4 i forget, last fri we(tkd-enthu-ians) did something really er...."AA"..in the central plaza. We screamed sore, "LAI (come) LAI LAI LAI LAI LAI LAI^100....YI DIAN..S-E-X!!!!! okay no sense rite? Oh, no points for guessing WHO (kindly refer to prev entry) popularized it -_-

Disclaimer: if any tee-ians see my blog and are unagreeable with its contents..well screw off . Go suck ur thumb or something. =P

P.S SOrry for rEAlllly looong and (quite) explicit entry okaay, shall TRY to blog more often and keep my entries SHORTER. Btw a loud and special thanks to hc pingpong tcher for agreeing to get our tkd ADIDAS bags at 30% discount!!! hip hip HURray!!!!!! And and even louder applause for gaobean for designing e tkd t-shirt as well as handling the tkd bag issue so efficiently!! THANKS YOU SIA. [hc:tkd] rawK oN!~

Lift that chin up dearie~

2007-04-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

ULTIMATE LIBERATION!!!!! Today was the last of ALL spa tests and on a chirpy note, I must say the test was really crap easy (which may imply that e entire Sg Jc populate may have done horribly for e previous spas...ok thinking too much).

To take that note to a higher level, today's pattern training was EXTREMELY productive! No really, even with all the MALAYSIAN jokes (probably some Sg ones as well, tho I must say tt they pale in comparison to MALAYSIAN ones) flying around, we actually "mastered" our Pal Jang Poomsae in no more than 2 trnings! BRAVO!~ I'd like to take the opportunity here to dedicate the song, "sexyback" to joon e hot-blooded, sexy-assed sexyboy as well as DEren(e malaysian.nooffence) for trying ever so hard. Your basics may be ru5ty but obviouSly sheer determination and e strife to win has brought you a looong way my friend. Oh btw..do TRy to cut down on them malaysian jokes (no REALLy pls do, imma gettin frostbite round e ears).

What ensued after trning brought my pleasant day to an even "pleasant-er" level (sry for mutilating e word). The tkd gang had to dine at Penang kitchen cuz currywok and thainoodle SUPPOSEDLY despises us. I mean last wk when we went to thai's, the auntie put her finger to her mouth the moment she saw us entering..haix... tho I do agree that e grp may get rowdy at times. HOWEVER, if only SOMEPEOPLE(ONE) WOULD STOP SPEWING VULGARITIES and OBSCENETIES..MAYBE THE STOREKEEPERS WLDNT HATE US SO MUCH. [SHANT MENTION WHO].
As i was saying, 80% of dinner time conversation revolved arnd the topic of THAT GUY and his crush's C-H-I-N (and hence the title of this entry). Shan't elaborate tho. Leaking such juicy stuff is already putting my life at stake. Oh and being the NEW AGE SENSITIVE GUY, I must respect other ppl's privacy and be concerned about their "feelings".

Hmm i realised i love writing alot of crap in brackets. Shall talk about tt in the next entry. Meanwhile, shall go study..i mean slp. Did i mention there's a MATH LEC TEST next monday? Oh and Miss Wong told us there's chem equilibria mcq test on Tues. Yay. Blessed I am.

P.S. To all Malaysian jokers as well as "THAT GUY", my entries are not intended to generate any form of grudge so i suggest you try to read this entry with "an open mind". Alternatively, u can jolly well meet me on the mats. Toodles!~~

DULCE ET DECORUM EST

2007-04-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

Guess many of you should have heard of this poem by Wilfred Owen, which exposes the lies and brutalities of war. Lol thought of this poem cuz in lt3 today during chem, the air was suddenly abound with some horrid and putrid TOxic gas, which faintly resembles that of ammonia. haha I'm really damn random nowadays..haix...and the lame Jonnie (as usual..-_-) muttered, "Ooh BiologicaL WarfARe...done by NJ." No sense...x_x

Heh as the clock's ticking, our comp date draws near. Apparently our tcher i/c's really uptight with winning. No he's seriously OBsSSEssSSED. I mean there was a jnr who cld not join the comp cuz he had alrdy booked tix for Phantom of e Opera (OMGOMGOMG I WANT) for an astonishing sum of 120$, WHICH our tcher i/c willingly offered to buy so tt my jnr cld go for the comp. I mean CMON LA...serIOUsly...if he wants to go for the musical, let him be. (HUman rights man...!) I mean why go to such extreme measures? Haix can never understand him..really, he's either too intellectual for the my meagre intellect, or he's (yea..) just plain dumB. SHan't elaborate tho =P (OMG..if he reads my blog...GGggggg)

hmMm so many things, so lil' time. There's chem SPA tmrw and maths common test nxt monday, at an UNEARTHLY time of 5 to 630. Yea nice man, right after my bio. Guess its nap time for me (again)..no seriously I think the teachers could do with btter planning. 5-630? LUDI-CROUS. t(-_-t) [ wld like to spam profanities but no, i must resist the temptation T_T I'm trying to keep this blog as un-r(a) as possible =))))
Next there's tkd exco matters to settle - exco elections, club t-shirt etcetc.

WHEN WILL MY FINGER HEAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How much more time till I can hold a target with both hands...How long more must I wait...How much longer will my infatuation last......Sry..emo..

Beneath that mask...

2007-04-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

Fell in love with Phantom of the Opera..who WANNA GO WATCH WITH ME...juz saw e premier on tee-vee and it looked AWesome!~

Oh btw MY COMP IS FIXED(i guess)..yay me. Haix tho still quite distressed..went for XRAY on monday and reports showed that my finger is not fractured, dislocated or anything :( . WHICH IMPLIES...the nerves(or whatever u call it) are damaged. Mum suggested some qigong therapy thingy...probably trying it out this weekend or something. Worst of all, NAPFA is like NEXT WK and due to my injuries I can't do pullups. Not to mention I limped around with two sprained legs for the past like 3 weeks, which implies I haven't done any form of running (excluding running/sprinting to the canteen and toilet) in a veeeerrrryyy long time..boohooo I'm gonna fail..I'm gonna have to go army with the teletubbies (no offence)...haix..melancholy..haix..ok no sense nvm. BYE i go watch CSI.

P.S GOT NEW TEMPLATE. YEA. lol. Turns out I had to click on the link "Revert to classic template"..Thanks Robert(angmoH) for tt piece of essential advice man..haix what to do when ur comp nOOb.. =(

ABCDEFG @#!#$%

2007-04-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hello all! My computer is spoilt again..and I'm using another comp to blog (like duh). These type of situations really make me realize how awfully dependent i am on my comp man...haix...Though, I dun wanna dwell into the complexities of this issue (which I assume to be a social norm amongst today's IT-savvy Sg-reans).

Oh and today my friend soon told me something which was appalling yet at the same time rather amusing. Apparently a cERTain teacher (shan't' say who la...after he send the school after me...and neither do i want a Wee Shu Min moment plummeting unto me..ok not tt exaggerated la but you get the point). AS I WAS SAYING.. the teacher asked soon what the Jap words some guy had written on the tutorial meant. And he smuggishly and I must say, rather wittingly, replied "BAkero" (ok SHLD be spelt like that la..I think its some profanity in Jap..hmm) Obviously the teacher was taken aback and asked to see him after class. Oh man you hAVE to hear what happened next la..in private right, THAT teacher then told soon, "You better shut you BLOODY mouth". OKaay...omg? You might as well just say "You better shut that f*cking mouth of yours". Ok not much link la but the POINT IS...for a teacher to lose his composure over some childish remark, ugh I personally find it really unbecoming la..how do you expect SUCH a person/thing/f*t to lead the students in terms of moral and character development when s/he's such a f*cking tard himself!? ABSOLUTELY distasteful...I abhor such teachers and s/he should be suspended ASAP. No really...for the better-ment(ok maybe this word doesn't exist but heck. I'm good at inventing words, its like my unique ability la) of studentkind.

OK wait since I am using a new comp right now..I have to close my firefox to install some flash crap in order to view some youtube stuff. oh MAN PLEASE COMPUTER PLS COME HOME.
ok no sense..nvm...random entry ok..

p.s I M TRYING TO GET MY BLOODY TEMP FIXED OKAY =)

Haix haix haix

2007-04-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

Finally blogging again!! And its kinda heart warming to find that I have a viewership total of....-drum rolls- 3 PEOPLE!!!(or less) YAY ME!! Even though i don't blog often do check back often okay!! Treat it like a surprise of the day or something- you enter, I didnt blog. Enter the nxt nxt nxt day, I blogged! SURPRISE.

Anyway just received PW results last fri and rather appallingly, it was reported that 85% of HCJC HAD SCORED AN A..W.O.W. Ok quite obvious I got an A la..(ok fine it wasnt OBVIOUS) tho I'm not quite sure if i deserved it..hmm...the moment i walked out of e classroom I bumped into my fren who immediately enquired about my grades. Before I muttered even a word he was like "A right d-UH..85% of the sch got A...nothing gloriouS also." Lol smug yes but his mannerism of speech was simply hilarious! Anyway to those who did not get an A (tho I'm quite sure u deserve one) please do cheer up. I know it may seem kinda hypocriti-cal and fake for an A-scorer to say it but SERIOUSLY, its JUST PW...most of you would probably be going overseas anyway and more importantly its ur main A subjects that have a higher weightage. Either way, learn to take things easy man, there's more to life than grades n studies..

Oh btw just on a side noet, I'm EXTRMELY cheesed off by people who RELIGIOUSLY WORSHIP the "you reap what you sow" notion. Hey c'mon if you slogged your guts out for something but the end result was completely unsatisfactory, don't go wailing about unfairness and don't piss on people who had put in half the effort but still scored better than you. IT'S JUST LIFE OKAY..L.E.A.R.N TO L.I.V.E WITH IT.. All in all... grades ARENT everything even though a majority may still stubbornly choose to believe so..just work to best of your abilities okok enough preaching..-_- (sry!!!)

Anyway TKD Patterns comp coming up in like 4wks!! It's really luvin' to see the hc tkd-ians getting amped and spilling their guts out practicing for this comp. It rellie ignites the fire in me even though its just a PATTERNS (PFFFT) competition. Frankly speaking I'm sure we'd all prefer sparring but still to show such fervor in something we do not fancy, really demonstrates the tkd values of perseverance and having an indomitable spirit. Furthermore, I find the J1's this year EXTREMELY PROMISING. The strife and dedication they are portraying at such a young belt lv is yet another source of fuel to my TKD-ian flames of passion. RAWK ON ALL! REMEMBER WE DON'T COMPETE FOR "EXPERIENCE" - WE PLAY, TO WIN. :)))))

P.S special thanks to grand snr Celestine for taking time out from her cramped schedule to perfect our patterns! ALIGATO!~~ oh and can someone PLEASE PLEASE help me with my blog layout..pls...I begs..yous...

HOLY KAMOLY

2007-03-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

Man BLOC TEST IZ FINALLY OVER...LIBER-A-T-IO-N!!!

Oh man sry guys I'll try to work on a nicer template lol this boring black ol' template is killin' me. Anw writing this testi at like 314AM, after spending like 14hrs+ straight on prison break (courtesy of joonchuan who lent it to moi) . The show is MAGNIFICENTLY inGEnious! The plot and everything. The story juz pieces itself tgt like a very accurately mapped jigsaw puzzle. Okay expression's abit weird but yea u get the pic.

Anw guess this blog's gonna close down soon. I mean I'm juz not a blog person and I aint rellie willin to spend e time and devotion and keepin this blog alive...I'd like rather be updating my art portfolio ya =) and toodles! shall go play neopets now =X

Love is...

2007-03-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Love is bittersweet..it's really distressing when what you yearn for stands right before you, unbudging yet unattainable.
Love leaves you high and dry..it brings you to peaks of bliss...yet the higher you go, the harder you fall..inflicting grave wounds but never mortal injuries...soon you will be back up on both trotters & with moments afew, back down sprawled on all fours, from whence you came.

Unrequited love, tis' a gleeful thought, though nearly too utopian, too distant a dream. Great artists often claim how a surge of THE inspiration can hit them whenever, wherever. I beg not to differ. Sadly it seems that my ultimate source of inspiration is derived when my world plunges into dystopia..a harsh description, nevertheless quite true....

LALALA now that THE moment is over......DAMN YOU JOON CHUAN! Your emo-ness is not merely disease...its practically a serious CONTAGIOn...yes...it spreads through cyber-space..

Anyways Bloc holidays (march "holidays" as some of you hopefools(fuls) may deem it to be) had been rather bleak. Went to school practically everyday to mug as well as to fulfill a hidden agenda..-hint-hint- hahaha No matter I just know tt I'm so gonna screw up this bloc test la...haix...on a brighter note, I CANT WAIT FOR TKD TRAINING TO RE-START...WOOOOOO
okok enough blogging...I shall continue my infatuation (hint-hint) somewhere else. Peace..

P.S : For those who don't really get the whole -hint-hint-ing business its alright, you inferential skills are not failing you! It's an insider's joke(or thingy) which you're not really supposed to know lah. [OOH MY FIRST "LAH" in this blog! Three cheers for singlish! Singapore's pride n joy! ]

Taekwondo...Cool.

2007-03-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

Just had a wonderful Tkd training with juniors. Well to my uTTER DISMAY...the juniors commented tt training was "okayy". Haha I ain't no sadist but next training will be different...VERY different...I promise =)