... i wish to fly away from here ...

All Endings Are Beginnings..

Monday, May 7, 2007

but what if there was neither a start, nor a finishing line to begin with? Ok no sense but aptly depicts the mood I'm feeling right now. The one where you find yourself pacing in circles, lamenting about what you have or have not, shld or shld not have done, momentarily shackled to an uninterpretable(o.o) conundrum. I need to have more frickin' guts.

Oh btw realised prev few entries were chocked full of tkd elements lol SRY LA....tkd's kinda the biggest thing tts going on in my life right now. Have never felt the urge to win so much. YES PATTERNS THE URGE TO WIN....P-A-T-T-E-R-N-S. I guess its a matter of pride, honor, ego? I don't know, I/We just know its our last comp and we ain't gonna leave tkd with nothing but overrated, "experience". The strands of time grow shorter and the competition nears..merely 6 more days away, and i can already feel that oh so familiar adrenaline rush and queasiness, that gushed upon me during my first white belt grading... -reminisces- Today's training kinda fruitful i guess. Though, the sweltering heat kinda made everyone schizo haix. Hopefulli tmr mama weather will shine upon us (i meant it figuratively la...-_-)
Not to forget, THE NEW BUDO SAND BAG R-O-X-X-O-R. I kick until daaaamn shuang (even tho sustained some minor abrations but no pain no gain rite? Muay thai-ers kick banana trees a 1000 times a day u know?)

OH OKAY NICE ONE I LOVE ECONS DEPARTMENT. PLEASE CHANGE THE ECONS LEC TEST TO NEXT MONDAY WOW THANKS. 3 TESTS IN ONE DAY. OH OH WAIT DID I MENTION I HAVE COMP ON SUN? WOW TOUGH LUCK...OF ALLLLL DAYS IN THIS ****ING TERM. LOVE U GUYS. YOU PUT THE R IN RAINBOW intoo MY LIFE.
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p.s WOW THX P***lA FOR READING MY BLOG!! (tag pls tag pls i want to be pop-u-lar but dun tag anything suggestive hor...) but dun niaaao me liao if not i cry. I'm a sensitive metro u know (ya right) and i have FRAgile feelings as well as shaky mood swings(double YA RIGHT).

bid goodbye and fly away... 8:53 PM